Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Wrong side of the bed

Today I woke up on the sad side of the bed, filled with questions and doubt. I struggle with my illness daily and I've struggled for a very long time. I work extremely hard to keep my illness in check. It's exhausting to always be on high alert. But sometimes there's light at the end of the tunnel which gives me hope that maybe one day things won't be so hard. That day was yesterday. Today is a new day and someone has turned off that light at the end of the tunnel and I have been plunged into the dark once again.

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5 comments:

  1. karensomethingorotherApril 5, 2011 at 12:50 PM

    I see you googled "despair," because I recognise all those pictures. Every day, unless you're an airhead shallow fucktard, is a challenge. You just have to pick yourself up and start again.

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  2. Michelle FordApril 5, 2011 at 2:13 PM

    Hopefully things turn around very soon

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  3. JustSayYesApril 5, 2011 at 3:48 PM

    I googled sadness but same diff, right? And I already know that every day is a challenge. And I will start again and things will turn around. I hate being at the mercy of my emotional bungee. That's all

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  4. TinaApril 5, 2011 at 5:16 PM

    Maybe if you yelled like an Aboriginal in celebration you will feel lighter :)
    Aiy yi yi yi yi yi!!!....No?

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  5. JustSayYesApril 5, 2011 at 7:48 PM

    No I don't think I need to do that...

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